Rerun

there are two states of man: love and a call for love. it is with the latter that requires more bravery.

- from Everwood

some people may say i am brave, some may say i'm pathetic. either way, i don't know how to stop myself from waiting for some sort of miracle. i hear it happens everyday. in millions maybe. without any of us even noticing it. did we, ever?

my friend told me it's so infuriating to think that some men have 2, 3, maybe even 4 women all at the same time. he says he's not asking for 2 or 3 or 4. he wants just one. just one...

if i can't have the one i truly love, can he have his, instead? one of us is bound to get hurt, so they say. i think that's a load of crap. two of us is bound to be genuinely and truly happy. and if other miracles happen at the same time, 2 is such a small number.

how can i be so sure there is one who will truly love me, you ask. i say, because i know i can. truly love another. and how many people are there in the world? there must be at least one for each of us. but i'm not asking for 2 or 3 or 4. like my friend, i want just one. just one...

the chances are miniscule, said hugh grant. well, miniscule doesn't diminish the fact that there is a chance.

forgive me but i am as bound to hope as much as i am bound to my breathing. and love, i don't ask anything of you. i just wish you are genuinely happy. and i've been praying that you are truly loved. i am specifically waiting for that miracle.

some people may say i am brave, some may say i'm pathetic. either way, i don't know how to stop myself from waiting for some sort of miracle. i hear it happens everyday. may we all have eyes to see it all more clearly this coming year.