ang pag-asa nasa Q.C.

"malapit lang ang pag-asa. nasa qc. katabi lang ng project6."

and so goes the blabber of one of my former housemates last night while drinking with other officemates, myself included. he said it's alright to hope if there's something to hope for. and then went on to tell of love stories, tragic or otherwise, that he either knew personnally or simply fabricated (we really can't tell sometimes hehe). the main theme of which is break-ups and is driving closer to home, at times.

"hope" is very near. in fact, it's in qc, just beside project6. it is where sm city north edsa stands. homes there are for sale or rent, previously owned or already owned. things there are for sale or rent, just for a moment or for keeps. you can almost get anything you want from there because that's where "hope" is.

goes to show that things are definitely within reach. you just need to know where to find it. could i be looking in the wrong direction?

the red sox won. and i was sure i had a point last night when i thought of the today's entry. i forget...

one of my friends sent a message on the phone. she wrote, "lapit na showing ng before sunset (exclamation point and a smiley face). i remebered you" and that made my day. to think it was from someone who i thought was already an estranged friend.

i realized we'll never be lost. we can be found in everyone who knew us and know us well. we always leave some part of us in everyone we meet, even to those who unknowingly keep it. and at some point, they'll offer it back to you. and you remember yourself.

my friends know me well. and these are the things they help me remember:

i love a good movie, especially romantic ones because i'd love to make one myself and live one myself. i love to talk, about nothing and everything. i love to write, about nothing and everything, especially about the nothings and everythings of love. i love a good laugh. i love singing (kahit pang-asar lang). i love get-togethers, especially when you're not really doing anything in it. i love having someone. i love hugs and holding hands and crave for it. i now love being by my self knowing that i am not alone. i love being sentimental and i love being romantic. i wanna live to inspire. and so, i love not giving up.

i am hoping for a good life and someone who will be in it with me. i am wishing for a love who will truly be mine.

find me. i've been waiting for you all my life.